It's too late, because this eruption of self destruction was caused by an influxion of corruption from the construction of instruction at this junction- the soul's main function to suction out the obstruction from life's introduction to the cynical production known to cause a radical reduction of a dream's seduction. Is this what you decipher from ( Read more... )

It's tough to put it out of your mind, when it surrounds you. In the car, at your desk, at work, in your wallet, on your bed, at the gym, on your wrist, in your room, on your clothes... the lingering sting that pierces your heart...

...just to be happy?

I don't know where this will take me. But I am trying to do the right thing. Trying to make up for what was lost in my heart. I guess I can't have the best of both worlds. I want to. But I guess it doesn't work that way. I do believe that the steps that I am taking will be best in the long run, but right now, I am trying hard not to let what ( Read more... )

i go because i feel like i have to... not necessarily because i want to....

i hate limbo.

So, with some of my Christmas loot, I decided to join the legions of souls trapped on the internet playing the game, World of Warcraft. It has been a while since I have found a game to be absorbed in, a chance to get back into that world of gaming. In college, I would spend countless hours playing Counter Strike or Medal of Honor or Call of Duty ( Read more... )

So as the end of the year approaches, it is a time that I take to reflect upon the year's events. I can safely say, that this year has been tumultuous yet building. I have learned so much about myself, what I can take, what I can not. I have learned that you can move on in life. That there are new chapters write and new horizons to pursue. ( Read more... )

Have a wonderful Christmas, everyone!

as for me....

there is no joy.

I love my life!