So today i woke up and felt like shit my back hurt sooo incredibly bad...but on good note today is me and Nicks 3 months..he is so cute..we leave tomorrow to go back to Portland..to pack up his apartment.this will be a looong weekend..then off to Cali on tuesday..i hate driving in cars for a long period of time i get so restless..Me and Nick ( Read more... )

I have been in Port Angeles Washington for 3 days now..with Nicks family..we leave in 6 days t omove to Cali Nick will be doing and externship there for a month or so..i hope he likes it there. Im still so excited to be able to see my family and friends.I really want to go to six flags i havn't een to an amusment park in forever..i need fun

It's really late or actually it's really early...whatever what really matters is that i am tierd, but i am staying up with Nick so he could change his sleep patterns..he needs to for work...i love Nick he is so beautiful he makes me smile and my stomach tingle..sometimes i just look at him and wonder how i go to be lucky enough to be in his life,we ( Read more... )

Whaaaaaaa my mind is so lost...i have no idea what i am doing, to many decisions that i have to make in a short time...ugh i hate this...so i finally got all my things back from Audrey's house....i love un packing just to repack it makes things so much easier,i wish i could take a pill or drink something that would make me decide everything...that ( Read more... )

So today is March 3 and that means 19 more days until i go back down to CA....Today i was woken up up bu mom calling me and basically telling me that the person i was living with has kicked me out of her house and that i needed to go and pick up all my things....i ahte life i wish i could change the way people are,but the truth is no matter if ( Read more... )

So things are pretty much going shitty for me...i hate oregon i hate the rain and the crack heads that live amung me..today i was on the max and this drunk bum came up to me and Nick and smelled soo bad or vodka and i swear i got drunk off of his fumes..it was gross but anyways he kept talking to me and everyone on the max and was rambling on about ( Read more... )

Well the day has finally arrived..i am leaving for Portland Oregon tomorrow...goodbye california i will miss my friends and family like no other....

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