Waste of a day
Woo

This is the first time I've been happy/content (whatever you wanna call it) in 75 days.

The people I thought would make it through didnt....and the people I thought would leave didnt.
Im pleasantly surprised...

Screw logic

I miss her

So much

It's called getting over it. Move on.
Move. The. Fuck. On.
You wonder why you're all so depressed? It's because you cant let things go.
Get off the pills, quite crying, GROW UP
Im more mature then you all. And Im more then 30 fucking decades younger.
Isnt there something wrong with that?
I've been told I grew up too fast. Maybe because I HAD to. ( Read more... )

Im finding it harder and harder to care

Im so tired

I dont know if I can do this much longer

It hurts really bad

I havent posted in awhile....a few updates are in order I suppose....

• Lizzy asked me out, then told me she loved me, I didnt respond, she got pissed that Im so busy with school work, we're not talking so I assume we're not together anymore. Im not too upset about it (Yes, I know that sounds awful...)
• Nick & Chris are outta the band... ( Read more... )

I miss Lizzy.
So much.
I dont want her to die. 
I really, really, really dont.
I wrote a song about her.
It was to get out my anger though.
So, now I feel bad.
Because I love her.
I love her so much.
I want her to be happy.
Please, be happy, Lizzy.

Life is good.

You know...besides a few setbacks here and there....