4 months later, I’m trying to get back on track with this journal thing. No, I have not left Miss Penny and Master Blaine. It has just been a hard few months, and a lot of what has been going through my head has been so negative and conflicted that I haven’t been quite sure what to write,  and, more importantly, what to air in a public forum.  So I ( Read more... )

There's a big exciting post brewing so i figured i wouldn't sully that with my community college angst. So. . . that gets its own post ( Read more... )

I’m not sure what to write about, besides that I’m incredibly delayed in writing anything, and, thus, I kind of suck.  It seems that the past month or so my life has been seriously rushing by.  It feels like it was summer just weeks ago and all of a sudden it’s the end of September, I’m back in school, working at a frantic pace trying to get far ( Read more... )

Yes, I’ve been bad. It’s been ages (ok, well nearly 5 weeks, so just shy of ages) since I posted.  And I have no real excuse, besides a weird travel schedule, death in the family, and general mayhem and busyness. Miss Penny and Master Blaine have been incredibly understanding about my much delayed posting, but it’s about time I do it, before school ( Read more... )

i need to post. i need free time to post. i am not getting free time. i hate it when i dont do my one simple job. makes me feel like a fucking shitty sub

I am frantic with packing for a trip with my dad. more on that later. i will put up a real post. i just can't get it done right now, and i apologize for that.  I'll write it on the plane on saturday, i think.

This past weekend was a working weekend with Miss Penny and Master Blaine.  I feel like I did alright with the helping with latex and am actually not sucking nearly as much as I used to suck.  I managed to actually make something from start to finish.  Sure, they were simple gauntlets, but it felt kinda good to do an ok job finishing them. I also ( Read more... )

It was an interesting weekend, to say the least. As usual there was good, bad, and a little ugly.  Caffeine withdrawal to the point of headache and body spasm = ugly, I think. As does badly dressed little gang bangers at the LA Bondage Ball.  Seriously, people, enforce a dress code.  If I’m gonna get all super sexy in latex, I wanna see more other ( Read more... )

I have a lot to say and no clue how to say it.  I just want Miss Penny and Master Blaine to know that i'm thinking about how to write what i need to write for Them, i just haven't sorted it out yet.  There was some very good fun this past weekend, and some stress. Its hard to sort them out in my head.

First and foremost, I’d like to question the state of the world where fast food restaurants are open 24/7, but I can’t get a new tire  after 8 on a Sunday, even on a heavily traveled route, like the one from SD to LA.  I mean sure, the french fries were comforting while I sat and waited for my poor little donut to cool down, but still. Gah.

I ( Read more... )