i decided on evil_innocence_ It's my new lj. Some of you guys are goin to remain, some...I just thought we didnt talk enough so maybe it was best we parted ways. Imma leave this one now. Bye everyone!

I've decided Imma go through with the whole new lj thing. I've had a series of ideas such as ( Read more... )

I feel yuckie. Alot on my mind. Wanna spill my guts but i realize that this lj is read by one or two people that would love to get thier hands on some stuff on me. i can put it friends only but then i realize that there are people that are on like my messenger that i dont even talk to n i dont really want them there n so i figure that i will ( Read more... )

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I've been agonizing the past couple of days...I'm torn. Coming in the summer I'm moving..I just don't know where. I wanna be with Tony but i wanna be in Florida too. Tony has made it really really clear that he doesnt wanna go to florida n if i decide to not go up there with him n go to florida that it's basically over. I know there is so much more ( Read more... )

last night was spent with alma, she took me to the mall to look around, i debated on a piercing n thought i better not. i regret that now. My friend got her labret pierced, it looked awesome. I came home n decided that i was going to go spend the night at my friends house. I got my things together for the night n as i did my mom started to bitch ( Read more... )

I got some cleaning done around the house, which is like an everyday thing. Watched a movie...that's it. I missed Wrestlemania, I'm bummed. I got into with my so called "mother" regarding Adrian coming around n how she hates him. That he is such a coward, he only comes by when shes not around, to be honest, i haven't see n him since Friday when he ( Read more... )

We talked today, after my complaning to all my friends last night, they all told me that all the things i was saying to them, i should be telling him n base my choice on his reaction towards me. I swore to myself that if i called his house one more time and he wasnt home, that i just was going to stop calling altogether n see how long it takes him ( Read more... )

The fairy tale seems to have faded. I can't paint me n Tonys realtionship in a pretty picture. Well....I've asked friends for advice, they all seem to have the same answers. I don't know...like i said, everything was perfect. Even when i came back home, i couldnt sleep at night knowing he wasnt by my side. seperation anxiety kicked in and it felt ( Read more... )

This is gonna take a while so bare with me. I'm gonna rant and rave and probably bitch so here we go ( Read more... )