woah i totally forgot i had a live journal. its been years since i posted in this last.

i dont see your face anymore
i dont hear your voice anymore
i dont even know you anymore
you are just a stranger to me

you'll never truly know the pain you've caused and what happened happened. the memories are there but i wished the've been erased

hmm i havent updated in like forever.. so heres an update ( Read more... )

this year, christmas eve feels so empty.. actually christmas doesnt feel like christmas usually does.. its been the same thing for 16 years.. its tradition by now that everyone goes to my house to open gifts and everything.. now this year we arent opening gifts at my house.. no more turkey or x mas food.. i have go 40 mins to northern new jersey to ( Read more... )

wahhhhhh im in sooo much pain.. my whole mouth hurts soo much.. and there is soo much yuckiness inside it.. darn wisdom teeth.. atleast i fell asleep and only felt the last one pulled out.. haha it hurts sooo much though.. wahhh

Hey everyone today is Jenna's birthday... she is oh so old now.. haha

Happy Birthday Jenna!!!

so yea.. yesterday i went to the beach and the waves were really rough.. i got pulled down so many times. my knees started to hurt a lot and getting out was so tiring ( Read more... )

yea only one more day and im gone for 2 weeks.. going to california..
its strange how when you really start to like someone you leave.. eh oh well

well i was pretty much pissed off most of the day cuz i thought everyone forgot about me and didnt care about my birthday.. but it turns out my family threw a surprise birthday party for me at some restaurant .. i thought it was a party for my dad since its fathers day.. boy was i wrong ( Read more... )

i just got my prom picc back today.. some of them came out really nice and some didnt.. i think some of these pictures are repetitive .. but thats alright..

( Prom picture post!! )