fucking people need to stop telling people lies! u know who u are

STAY OUT OF MY LIFE! STOP RUINING MY LIFE! LEAVE US ALONE! UR SO FAKE! SO WUT I DIDNT TRUST U! GET OVER IT! BUT DONT RUIN MY RELATIONSHIP!

when u go back and forth with urself trying to figure out what the hell happened...u tend to get really frustrated with the people who are being really stupid ( Read more... )

certain things are meant to happen to u for u to grow and learn. i just hate it when those things seem to really knock u down.

no one trusts me. except for a selective group of people, which are the closest to me. i feel like a paper doll. nothing is real. i wish there weren't any fake people in this world. they say that they like u, but they talk ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...
ugh my allergies are out of control damnit! i never used to have allergies, but adulthood brought them on! damnit...
but other than that, life is good with my babe.
i just have no friends now because they turned out to be fake.
well, i still have rachel, kris, rhea, leo and my babe most importantly! lol

i love my babe, things ar better for him and i. but, our friends...well life just sucks with that aspect. i'm not goin to get into it at all. but ugh i wanna scream!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABE!

6 months with my babe and i love him so much.

I LOVE YOU BABE!

i went to a party because i wanted to see my friends that are visiting. i got drunk off my ass, and i've never felt so lonely. sal had things to do with his cousin, but i missed him so much. i hope he's doin ok. i love him. i love him very much.
i love my babe.

i love u babe. i will do anything for u. anything.

goddamnit! i fucking hate when he does this to me! he always cancels or makes up an excuse for me not to come over. fuck i hate love! son of a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a good day is ruined because of him.

ok, so my 2nd interview went great. i got "excellent" on all the checklists and i have a 3rd interview for tomorrow.

O MY GOD! i might have a job tomorrow? lol

anywho, things seem to be getting better. i just wish i knew the future. but this week im gonna party. jen and D are in town for a week...so here go with the fun!