a long time ago, everything was simple. u never got hurt, u didnt cry, u just felt good about urself and ur life. all ur friends were around and ready to go places anytime of the day. u waited for the ice cream truck to come down ur street. u could walk somewhere where there was quietness and solitude, but had a friendly face to go with u. ( Read more... )

Just a question ( Read more... )

ok someone who has too much time on their hands keeps im'ing me under different names and giving me hell. about me losing my "identity", being in love with my bf, and now has pretended to be a friend of all of ours. WTF!? is going on here? and telling me that there's a camera in my room.

so i finally got a comp in my room! the only prblem is that it's our old one, and it suks ass! lol but hey at least i got somethin huh?

O! and i tried to call sal and some grl answered, and when i asked for "Sal" she hung up on me! WTF is goin on here?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

hopefully it's nothing.

S - You are very broad-minded ( Read more... )

for some reason i keep worrying about curiouskitty's kitty cat. i wish i was her cat...but i wish i would've drinkin the whole damn thing.

anyways, i dont want to be a grl anymore. i hate what being a grl comes with. u have to deal with all this shit that creeps into ur head.

k...so lets look at this pic a while sahll we....

a grl is sitting in her bf's room on the computer, being ignored my him. he is in the other room with his dad just so he can get away from her. he claims that he loves her, but can't really show her sympathy. everytime she cries, he gets angry and disconnects from her.

she wants to go home, but she ( Read more... )

                            !!!!!!!I'm 20!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!o...and it's 5 months with my babe. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't stop seeing him. in my nightmares, sitting in the chair, or holding my babe. this pain is surfacing. i thought i buried it deep enough to let it lay there and disappear. everyhting i do, i remember some part of it. is this what they call "healing?" i have gotten to the point to where it doesn't even phase me anymore. i used to get scared or ( Read more... )

k, so everything is goin ok right now. things are back to normal and people are happy.

yay...

::sigh::