i wish it was sunny all the time. i wish my parents were chill about certain things. i wish i was going to college with everyone else. i wish i was 18, or at least 17. i wish i had my OWN car. i wish you didnt have to my best friend. i wish i had not have messed things up. i wish there was someone new for me. i wish i had sushi. i wish i was ( Read more... )

so radford and longwood werent that bad there were pluses and mines for both. *tech and hampton sydney* haha. um it was fun just hangin out with my mom we needed some "bonding time" haha. yesterday when i got home went to the beach scott josh patrick michelle and susan the came home went to michelles hung out with with josh scott patrick greg blake ( Read more... )

i am so bored. someone shoot me. my mom wouldnt let me do anything tonight cuz "ive been gone all week and im grounded" what the hell why am i grounded definitly didnt do anything wrong. o well. this week has been awesome for the most part. last night was so much fun chillin with channa and all the other people. haha. didnt get much sleep last ( Read more... )

this is for you..you know who you are...

i finally know now its over completely. and im not that sad about it. last night i got a phone call from this girl. telling me to never call you ever again. i dont know if you told her to do it or if she just did but whatever it was you got your wish. you never have to talk to me ever again. if it was you ( Read more... )

woke up late.

took josh his board.

chilled with chris and jarrod.

went to work. it was chill....jeff and aaron were there. i <3 them. it was akward though their parents were there and i had to make them dinner and meet them at the same time. katy was chill she got a new boyfriend..haha

came home.called  josh to see what was up everyone was at his ( Read more... )

i wish i was happy
i wish things could be good
i wish i was away from you
i wish  things were how they used to be.
i wish i hadnt done the stuff i did
i wish i wasnt so stupid
i wish i could be with you
i wish i hadnt fucked things up..like i always do
i wish you werent so damn nice.
sweet.
funny.
i wish i was with my best friend right now!
i wish that you ( Read more... )

today was fun..boardwalk bikes with lauren..saw mike working talked to him for a minute. took lauren home worked at 3 it was EXCITING haha. lol.kari came over..we went to aarons house for a minute then to 'dana's' but she wasnt home that made me sad! then we went to joshs hung out with josh jarred blake  and scott then greg came. we got scared in ( Read more... )

yesterday..beach with josh and jeff..good times..work 3-8 julie ditched me for cassidy its ok i <3 her! hung out with nick josh jeff jared and blake at jeffs. he got mad cuz he thinks theres to much drama..and there is..and its so incredibly stupid everyone just needs to chill out! everyone needs to..even me...haha! scott picked me josh and jared ( Read more... )

atlantic city was fun. and akward. very akward. could have been worse though righ? or atleast thats what i keep telling my self. i had fun though we did lots of awesome things and i definitly would never do those without nick.

saterday when we got there. it took 6 hours! i slept most of the way. we went and ate lunch then went to the beach and ( Read more... )

atlantic city tomarrow.

wake up 5:00 am. ahh!!

weekend should be fun. with nick and the fams.

promise me this..you wont make things wierd?

*ill be thinking about you*

leave me lots of love for when i return.