funny. How five years can feel like a lifetime.... and how at one point you loved that feeling and then at another you hate it.... the heavy weight those years have brought upon me leave me feeling like I cant let go. Fear maybe, or even guilt. But the truth is the more I look at it the more I realize that it's not worth the struggle to keep ( Read more... )

9 months alone ( Read more... )

There is so much comparison..

to a man who looses it all, and you.

Dont.
Dont.
Dont.

Dont be him.

I hate that I can't talk to you ( Read more... )

I think I always knew ( Read more... )

You think ( Read more... )

When we kissed... when my lips met yours.... when my mouth felt yours against mine......it was dead ( Read more... )

I feel stronger then ever ( Read more... )

Somehow ..... I feel as if the most prominent of my memories are fading.

I cant quite picture you the same.

Your eyes have lost their depth.
Your smile has lost its meaning.
Your soul has lost its purity.
Your heart has lost its beat.

You without me.

Mistakes.
Mistakes.
Mistakes.

They will never succumb... even when were no longer together.
They will never halt..... even when I am no longer called yours.

The tears will never stop....
The pain will never become easier.....

With or without you.... Im still hurting.