Once again, im up late contemplating what to write and how to express it in words...wondering if anyone will care to read it in the first place. But I find myself typing on the keyboard, for i feel much better afterwards...knowing at least it did me some good ( Read more... )

Invisibility- the ability to disappear for the human eye
Unnoticed- a feeling in which one feels neglected and disregarded

Sometimes I feel as though these two words describe me quite well.
Im consistently never being heard, seen, or thought of.
I get so tired of being repeatedly thrown around.

The perception others have upon me will soon change

Though your voice is loud and powerful, my thoughts are heard much more clearly...." I wish you knew me, for one day you will regret never trying to do so." My love for my father has faded to a minimum, our relationship is...well equal to that of which comes out of your ass and into the toilet, all we have in common is that of being opiniated and ( Read more... )

It feels as though this one day without seeing him is far too much to handle. One day has never felt so long, for I dont know what to do with myself. I wonder if he feels the same way... if he impatiently awaits my voice over the phone, if he wishes to be held once more before he heads off for a long days work, or if he will rush home as i stay ( Read more... )

I wonder if wanting your dreams to come true is a lousy characteristic to possess, because if so then im full of bad attributes. I know of this reality, but id rather not live in it. I live in that of what i make up and hope for in the future. I have a grave understanding of this world, but i fully believe that I can have what i want whether its " ( Read more... )

How can a comparison be made between good and bad? With nothing incommon or the same...... what type of similarities do each have alike ( Read more... )

Its amazing the effect that a boy can have on a girl in such a short amount of time. If about 7 months is considered short?? But damn the impact he has upon me and my heart startles me. I can surely say to him "Take my heart but please dont break it". Hes got me under his wing, and im extremely vunerable, but with my trust in him I know that he ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much pressure can be put on one person.
They can be severly cracked but never opened.
And all for only one reason.
The love of one truly special person.

I pray to God we end up together, even through the roughest and toughest parts, I want to be willing and ready.

Your the only one I'd like to love ( Read more... )

When Things Dont Seem As Good As They Used Too... I Tend To Look Upon The Past And Remember The Best Times And Memories Ever Experienced.... Its Prone To Put A Smile On My Face. I Miss All The Good Days But I Despise All The Bad Ones.
The Present Isnt Much To Look At Or Grasp.... Nothing These Days Are Worth Living. Its All Bullshit, And I Truly ( Read more... )

Why in the Hell do things have to be so damn confusing??

My mind is set so straight... how can people easily subside to let others think for them ( Read more... )