Im so tired of money and owing crap. Ugh why does life have to be so hard=/. Id rather not live it then stress every fucken day. I have to pay so much shit and i dont even make enough to pay anything. I need to have like 2 jobs=/ Or something that will help me out. Ugh I love my son so much and i just want whats best for him. Ive been having so ( Read more... )

I havent wrote here in forever again. I get so tired. Im still working at CVS pharmacy. Its going good. I just get tired cause they give me early shifts. I dont mind though. But the bad things right now is that our car broke down and it doesnt work anymore.=/ So i need money to buy a new car. And its so hard right now cause i dont have a license & ( Read more... )

I got a job:) At cvs pharmacy! I was so excited!:) But the sucky thing is i dont get paid till next friday:( Since im new in all. But things have been going great for me.:) Im happy, most of time. or just tired from my 8 hours. I work tommorow too. They give me alot of hours and i love it cause i need the money!!
Anyways im so tired. Bye bye<3 I ( Read more... )

Im so tired and im so confused. When you fall in love, why do some people fall out? Im hurting so much, Just looking at him hurts me and my eyes get watery but i hold it all inside. I dont really have anyone i can tell my problems too, nobody knows how hard it is for me to be happy. Why do i feel so stuck, why does it hurt so much. I just wanted to ( Read more... )

It seems to me like Atticus is the only person i can trust and be happy with. Its wierd how you think someone will be the same forever. Its not true at all. Oh well life goes on, and i will be even happier in the end. Hopefully. things have been going kinda bad.=/ I wish things were like before but i cant keep going back. I need to move foward and ( Read more... )

Damn i cant keep up with this livejournal. but atleast i look at it once in awhile haha. damn Im 18 already haha. it was exciting! and now i can do whatever i want. and my baby boy is 1 already too. yay! we both grow up together. i love it. Im currently looking for a job. yup and me and kike are doing good. iim happy. ofcourse. I just cant sleep ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in here in forever. Maybe because i went threw so many things. Mostly bad things,. but things are WAY better now. and hopefully they stay that way... Kikes been working alot. and ive just been home with atticus, I got use to it so blah. Its alright. I watch my little boy grow up evreryday. Hes already 11 months and hes gunna be 1 in ( Read more... )

Today im so bored. im at kikes work in the office all boredd.i havent updated cause i dont really have a computer but kike bought me a sidekick 3 so ill try to update more...Lately ive been feeling reaaly frustrated because kikes always at work now and me and atticus are always at home and he frustrates me alot because he always wants to be with me ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in a long time. dang. anywyays things have been ok with me. they have atleast gotten better. Im taking my G.E.D now so i can work. I kinda live in 2 house but i go to kikes house more. I love it there. i dont have to worry about anything and i atleast have a job. I get paid on friday! woot. dont be jealous. Anyways my baby boy ( Read more... )

Yesturday i went to knotts berry farm! and i took atticus and it was fun! my family went too and atticus had fun even though he was asleep most of the time haha. We took him to see snoopy on ice and he got scared when it was dark haha. and me and kike got to go on some of the rides because my mom watched him for us. it was pretty fun! i havent been ( Read more... )