i feel pretty good right now. love the fact that working out has that effect on the body and the soul.

the most exciting part of life right is its undying changing and unpredictable ways. ive always been reallly good at guessing what might be happening. and for the first time in a long time its not doing any of those things. makes it really exciting but really annoying at the same time. it keeps on growing so uncontrollably and it is beging to ( Read more... )

things arent quite as complementing as they were a couple of months back. thing have the great notion of appearing to be so compelling but they are right now a little over rated. i dont know what to do with myself.im beginning to find that a fools way home is always by making mistakes. and im a fool and continue to be one with pride.i guess the ( Read more... )

so last night was kind of insane. i left the bar with the person im not supposed to. and it was not easy. we talked and kind of kissedi guess. the weird thing about was that i never noticed the only thing that would make me want this person is my own insecurities. and she knew how to tear them apart . i feel like such a dick. all because this one ( Read more... )

life is too short to pretend its not worth it.even as i always believe in contradicting myself to see what im doing is actually right. i like the fight.the other day i realized that my complicated love life is something i always seems to enjoy. its really is that simple.i like doing things the way i tend to. it makes me feel good. my mind is so ( Read more... )

you know what sometimes you just have to enjoy whts is in front you. no complains just jump thatss all.on things because of the benefits they bring to you .

how could i be so happy.i dotn know . i think it has to do with the stupid little words that are haunting my brain so pleaseantly at night now. i decided to go to bed only with positive thoughts in my head. i try my hardest to think of things that can make me happy and its kind of having a funny influence on me. i just think about all the things ( Read more... )

i think its time things and me just sort of went away for a while again. i dont know anyone or anything . i dont care too. you cant ever take a step back because all you recognize are the same things over and over again. it doesnt mattter what it is this time all you think about is the past. im tired of this. i figured out what it is that makes ( Read more... )

the dying popularity of something. now that livejournal is dead its pretty cool. iget to actually write down how i feel without a whole crowd.well to begin . i think the time to get my thoughts together even more. i feel like things are going to be good for a while. ive been through enough trials the last couple of years . now i finally know what ( Read more... )

i think the privacy of emotions is overrated. for the first time in years im starting to be more and more predictable to my own laugh. im not tired enought to stop laughing out loud. or hide my emotions for what other consider out of hand.ive been talking to a lot strangers lately and i find that more and more are just like everyone i know . its ( Read more... )