What the hell is wrong with me, why can't I just be good enough?

I can now die happy. Not only have
I climbed to the top and become the
champion, but I am also a mother.

For once in my life my parents are
happy with my hair cut, and so am I.

Today I spent a rather large portion
of the day with a couple of old and
dear friends. Part of said day was
spent having manly one-on-one bonding
type talks. Also, I was told how
awesome I am, and this makes me feel
very good about myself. So there, I'm
awesome, get used to it.

So, it's been a while hun?
I will post more when more
is available.

why is it just so easy to hate myself?

This whole "not being able to sleep" thing is really getting on my nerves.

everybody leaves.

I finally got rid of some of the things that keep
my up at night. Maybe this time it'll work.

You know, if you let go of the past
the future will just run right up and
give you a great big hug.
I really like hugs.