its weird how my last entry was on my birthday ( Read more... )

as you can tell, i haven't wrote any thing for a long time, and like i said when i first got this "its hard for me to keep up with there ( Read more... )

i give up,
i give up on life,
i give up on school,
i give up on trying,
i give up on trying to eat,
i give up on my future,
i give up on trying to stop the bleeding,

i give up everything and everyone!

tried to cut my wrist twice.

i guess i need to shapen my knife.

if only i knew where my brother out it.

boys ( Read more... )

this week has been really strange for me ( Read more... )

my brother got that guy thong, and boy was that funny ( Read more... )

yah know its realy hard to keep this journal up. its kinda like a dairy. i never could keep up with those either.

i went shoppping with my mom and aunt freddie today , and it was fun ( Read more... )

okay i have a question?

if you had a chance to see something again what would it be?

it can be anything.

movie, memory, or something someone did