I don't even remember the last time I updated this thing...so many times I have wanted to but nothing ever came to mind.. A year is approaching next week and it seems like everything has come to a halt... I still miss her everyday and I'm sad I'm not in atlanta... its kind of ironic that shan is due the week she passed away but I guess life is ( Read more... )

who the hell was I kidding ..I couldn't stay away from myspace that long.. it hurts regardless.. I should just have fun while I am going through it

If I'm not over you by the time I get to Georgia ( Read more... )

so today I decided to delete my myspace page and just stick with live journal and facebook.. it seems like so much happened over the years on that site.. that it was best to just walk away and take a break from it all. I want to start over with alot of things in my life .. it seems like my past relationship definitely opened my eyes to alot of ( Read more... )

jeebus it has been a very long time since I updated this damn journal.. where do I begin hmmm.. well I finally got up the courage to fully leave my medical records position and take on doing front desk full time.. It is definitely less stressful but at the same time its so many hours that go into running an office with only one other person by ( Read more... )

I love my girlfriend.. I never thought I could possibly ever love again and here I am knee deep in it and loving every moment of it ...hmph back to work.. grrr

while sitting here drinking my coffee and listening to incubus.. I realized what todays date symbolized.. it would of been three years that I loved somebody .. which for me is groundbreaking because I could hardly make four months without hitting the panic button.. instead it took on a new meaning it just shows me its been a year that I have been ( Read more... )

s0 its getting close to the time that jo has to leave.. who would of thought I would of connected so much to one person and then they would leave... My job has surprisingly been going pretty good.. I think we have found a nice flow of things and I'm starting to love my coworkers again as if I just started here... I have actually been doing really ( Read more... )

I would give you breathe and offer you my pulse if I thought it would be useful ( Read more... )

It's almost like you had it planned ( Read more... )