Bluu420 is my new LJ name

I cant sleep ><.... I can never sleep anymore.......... I always think....... I'm always worried.... It's all cold >< I wanna cuddle, but hey that never happens >< I dont feel loved >< grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Well grandma passed away sept 11 1:27 a.m. its a good thing no more pain and my family can actually get on with their own lives. been really stressed with bullshit but someone's been keeping me in check. I've learned so much about people in the past few months, and about my own fam, and how fucked up they are.. lol i still love them but damn ( Read more... )

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no its not about someone its about something ^^

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its over now.....

wow im really drunk gonna go pass out..

how can i still b upset? hoooooooow

blaaah whyyy me whyy

When Will I finally sleep?
When Will I see a dream
when Will I smile again
if I ever fall Asleep
Your Voice wont stop
Haunting me
memories of you
and what could be

You said you wondered.....

If i have to stay in this house one more night in a row without being HAMMERED or not here im gonna kill myself..

yea im slowly losing my mind, is that a problem?

so much drama so much bullshit..

so not in the mood to type lol