Ok so i know i havnt written in here in a while alot of shit has happened since the last time i wrote in here. umm where do i start, ok well first as everyone knows nic and i stop talking and i didnt know why, well me and tina and josh decied to go into hollywood it was really because well she wanted to rent a movie but then i wanted to go for the ( Read more... )

i hate guys, i just relized that i do its not just a thing i fuckin hate guys..why cant girls play "the game" like guys do. why do guys get u to like them and then fuck u. I'm tyred of chris's games hes playin, im done with him calling me kuz im not going to answer his calls or texts. ummm and i just want to cry for no fuckin reason so im going to ( Read more... )

this is exactly my song, its sooo weird how a song can just decribe u. its craza ( Read more... )

Why do i push guys away when i start to get feelings i do it on purpose to, its like i know im starting to get feelings for him so i just want to stop talkin to him. im scarred i want to have that person their but again i dont kuz ive been hurt waaayyy to many fuckin times and i just dont want to go through all that shit again. i know its life but ( Read more... )

wow so yeah chris is comming over tonight, so i guess well see how that goes. i don't know. and not to mention i look like shit. but its ok....i already know hes going to get mad at me but thats his fault not mine. ummm i really dontknow what to say so yeah but anyways i gotta go change and go lay down, so ill write later on i guess.

i just want to scream im fuckin confussed i hate guys why do they play games oh and if its not him then im just fukcin freaked the fuck out. but see he was saying stuff that only nic knows, so i dont get it. im just fukcin confussed and i hate it if it was nic he needs to just fuckin call. stop being fuckin stupid. ok im done im abou tto go to bed ( Read more... )

First i want to say happy new years to everyone. but ok so new years eve was fun and crazy, pretty much the best new years ever ok well one of them. so me nick tina and josh when to a party in kirland. and yeah i got pretty messed up, and i guess i make the strongest drinks their is but its good. its weird cuz you dont relize that you actuly do ( Read more... )

so i havnt wrote in this for a while so i decided i could now. ok that just made no since. well nic and i are over theirs nothing between us anymore. ummm what else has been going on oh im getting sick. jackass is in LA right now but im all his wen he gets back as he said who knows whats taht means wel i think i do its a givin/ ummm yea id ont ( Read more... )

ok so i was right nic did get pissed, and we got into a fight. the worst place and time that we could ever fight. but whatever then i asked him if he wanted to come over and talk tonight as in last night, and he said yeah so when he got off work he was going to come over and we were going to talk, then go to sleep. but then tina got mad because nic ( Read more... )

I want to be their for you when ur down,
I want to be their for you when your hurtting.
I want to be their for you when ur sad,
I want to be their for you when ur crying.
I want to be their with you when your cold,
I want to be the one to warm you up.
I want to be the one to love you.