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where does my heart lie, where is my soul ( Read more... )

ive seen you, and have the faint sent of need in my mind. these combined creat an emotion i cannot comprehend. a mix of sadness, longing, regret...im not sure. I MISS YOU! can you know this..i hate this..i hate me..i hate you. it hurts to see you, and it not be you! for seconds, i make a mistake and believe that i love this you, and need to ( Read more... )

i draw pictures of disappointing ideas ( Read more... )

i eat an apple, lacking the relish i once held for the "pink lady ( Read more... )

today is sunday. and in europe that means the only anything open is the cafes resteraunts and bakeries. im out of coffee filters so this is a bitch. i used a napkin instead. im pro at substituting. either way, whatever works right! in two hours i will be on a train to paris. going to spend my birthday somewhere. not really sure though, it ( Read more... )

id like to live everyday ( Read more... )

today is saterday, or rather it was an hour ago. wtf?

goodnight

four years ago i swam for H.C.A.P. i was a freshman at waltrip high school. during that summer i would spend my early mornings not running as i had with mother all school year, but at an olympic 50 meter pool way out somewhere past the airport, swimming. i remember this one morning, while i was doing a 1000 meter warm up, watching the shadow of ( Read more... )

fuck. its been a year already. (yeah, ive heard of the "cave ( Read more... )