I miss feeling like there's a meaning to all of this ( Read more... )

So I've been having really weird dreams lately ( Read more... )

Suddenly, I squeeze my eyes shut, like blocking the black hole ( Read more... )

It feels like I'm moving too fast ( Read more... )

Im looking for some change in this selfish place ( Read more... )

Im so sore. Im so exhausted ( Read more... )

Gosh today was strange....hanging out with my ex.
Fuck.
so weird.

not over her.

damn.
ok. single.
yes.
happy?
fuck no.
but my friends....
gah ^_^
they're great.
getting my tongue pierced today.
fucking right.

Taking it one day at a time.
Playing Kingdom Hearts for the first time.
It's basically amazing.
Ive never been into video games at all.
In fact, they bore me.
But this....is pure genius.

Im trying to stay sane
but this has to be a sign that im not moving out of my depression.
Im just getting comfortable.

I took advice and tried it out,
even though she continued to ignore me.
I cant stop thinking about her,
but I know I have to.
I know it's going to be really fucking hard.