Why do i go on with this pointless life? I am nothing and will never amount to anything. I just keep having this false hope that i will be something some day. I could laugh at this if my eyes weren't already stained with tears. Each day seems longer, emptyer, how much longer shall I live when I see no meaning to the rising sun, and the falling moon ( Read more... )

So apperently I can't know that my friends found someone or congradulate them, thats... great

why do I never make a lasting impression? I never seem cool enough to them... I can never impress them... it all seems so ridiculos... why can't I be like everyone else... instead of just receiving excuses... perhaps I will never know... Alas I live this empty life... I do not know why...

I need something to read damnations

well now why don't I save myself the trouble and throw myself off a bridge. Oh well we can hang out in june. I mean what the fuck if you don't want to hang out with me tell me then. It's not that difficult. I also can't make friends up here. Every time I ask someone up here to hang out. Bam shut down. I mean what the fuck why do I deserve this? I ( Read more... )

gah i feel so sick now it didn't work

stupid me I feel horribly sick now

*scratches brain*

do girls take turns seeing what the can do to my mind and my heart. Oh hey you haven't had a turn let,s see how you can fuck matthew up. Comme on its a fun game. Everyone wins but matthew. yay :-) see you can see his heart shatter. Let's wait for it to rebuild itself on false hope then shatter it again over and over. Well this is getting fucking ( Read more... )

I hate the world because I can