Should I feel gulty that I am jealous of my friends luck? i do and I feel horrible about it. All I can see is he has found happiness and I remain alone with nothing as usual, as it will always be.
dont feel guilty.. its nothing to not feel jelous about, i would know, its happened to me time and time again, even though i've tried my hardest to not let these things get to me, they do, theres the part of you that wants to you know, hurt someone (well for me), and theres the part of you who wants the other person to be happy even if its not with you.
well Anonymous thanks for the comment though I meant in general it makes me realize how lonely I am not just because she is dating someone else. Though it does bug me that at first me and this other guy where both told we were friends to her then he gets a chance with her after and I get to wonder once again what is so wrong with me that prevents girls from giving me a chance like this other guy got.
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