- The Fallen Desire ( Read more... )

So many things to express in writing, but I am afraid..................what am I to do?

To all my freinds on here please keep my close friend Joel aka boliscub and his family in your thoughts and prayers. His grandma passed away this morning.  Also reachingskyward 's family too her grandmother just went into hospice.and for my friend bunny_suicides mom to have a good recovery from having surgery on her jaw.  Thanks and much appreicated.

Sometimes I can't find the right words, it just is really frustrating when I can't either esp when there is an important conversation going on.............................blah.

Today was my last day off, tomorrow I go back to work for four days....Then hopefully another three, but we will see. Tonight met Glen and Justin at Common Grounds in Fenton. Kind of one of those last minutes things. I really didn't think was gonna go, but decided too. It was alright, just sucks being sick. I am doing way better, but still have the ( Read more... )

Over these past couple of days I have faced some hard moments. Trying to figure out what had happened. I have spoken to the person and he has posted about it. I really don't know what to think. By everything that happened he didn't do it intentionally. I believe what he says is true. I know that for a fact now. It has brought me a little peace. ( Read more... )

- Running Man ( Read more... )

Just been thinking about everything going on. I am letting things get to me that shouldn't. I need to focus on me. It all has to do with this change that I know has occured. It feels good, but not always. Moving on is kind of hard. I am backing away from alot of things esp future plans. I am not gonna do anything I thought I was going to do. This ( Read more... )

More and more everything I done in the past, all the negative things are coming back all at once. It's just all to weird, but as always karma is a bitch. I know I will take everything and learn from it. I need to be more aware of what I am doing. Think before you react. I need to focus on that phrase to when I am to be careful. Anyhoo, whoever is ( Read more... )

The more and more I read into this person's journal, I go further into this depression. I am holding the anger back. It just hurts to read what I see. You get caught up into something and then everything is crushed 'cause you wait to long. I guess I need to move on. Stand strong and not to let it get the best of me. It's kind of hard to talk about ( Read more... )