I actually have a chnce to nothing so i deciced to would update a profile that no one looks at. Well basically this is all i've been doing:

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Random New Stuff:

I Spent over 100$ for TBS tickets, and am still concerend with whether it was worth it or not; i guess we'll see.

It has been over a month for Ronny and I...

And I have been compleltly sober for almost 2.

I now work at Honey Dew, The bookstore and Burger King.

I have not even started the GED process yet due to the fact that I have to ( Read more... )

Lyrics for "Knife Called Lust ( Read more... )

UM SO I FEEL LIKE TYPING IN ALL CAPS >>>AND NOIM NOT USUING HE CAPS LOCK! HOW COOL AM I? YEAH WELL I WAS WICKED SAD CUZ LIKE TOMOORWS MY BDAY AND i had NO PLANS EXCEPT DINNER WITH HE RENTS< BUT THEN THAT TURNED INTO MY OTHER FALIY MEMBER JESSICA COMING AND then IM GOING TO HER HOUSE PROBABLY SLEEPING OVER AND MIKES GONA GET ME DRUNK!
AND THEN THE ( Read more... )

This was probably one of the craziest nights I’ve had in a while. I don’t even know where to begin; or how to put it in words.
Looking back on all the events I jut keep thinking how if it all happened a year ago it would all mean so much more. It would all make a bigger impact on me and I would feel so much more dirty, regretful, guilty, and loved ( Read more... )

Well i haven't updated in a while,I've been kind of busy and going through a lot...but we wont get into that now.
I got a 'creavit_zen'; ie. a ipod type thing, and as soon as a get a charger for it, the whole thing will be loaded with the 12384 songs that i have on my computer. So that will be fun.
BK is going wel, I've been workign there a lot more ( Read more... )

.Blood stains all over your bed. Your finger nails down my back.

..When the pants came off, and I turned you over. Smile. Have this feeling for a little while.

…Another knife in my hands a stain that never comes of the sheets, clean me off I’m so dirty babe. The kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes.

….Your tongue in my ( Read more... )

__Tomorrow__

school

Working papers

Get Stephs oil changed

Get to the bookstore to get check

Get to BK

Get to bank

And sleeeep some more because that is all i do

__Sometime this week__
X-Mas Shopping

Get to Hospitle To make sure im not dying from my recent blood clots

Start at BK

Hang out with some kids i havent in a while

So yes. that's ( Read more... )

A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son ( Read more... )

OMG So i litterally sat in my house ALL day. Oh wow that was soo much fun! I am so fursterdated with my life. All i do is sit around and go to work. I actually am excited about starting at BK maybe it will give me some decent human contact!Everything is falling apart. All descions made end up in heart-break. Why do people get themselves involved ( Read more... )