sobriety fucking sucks

[poetic_fire]

especially when on the day that you are no longer a teenager.... and this stupid online community which is usually some kind of release for my anger ended up being the start of trouble because a certain female companion of mine made some sexual comments that my girlfriend got worried about and was worried that she was wasting her time on me, even

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[the_vague]

aw, ryan, everything will be okay. i'm sorry i caused problems.

ryan's girlfriend: i understand how you feel and honestly, there is nothing you need to worry about. i'm sorry if i made you uncomfortable or sad or anything. ryan and i just joke around, and that's it, i promise.

Understood

[mer_x_de_x_noms]

Well thanks for the information. I think the whole situation was made to seem worse then it really was due to the fact that when i even said something to ryan we were both really drunk and....you know how that goes. Had I been sober it wouldnt of even hardly of bothered me. I didn't know you guys joke like that all I saw was there being alot of sexual humor with some girl. Now that I know the story I understand.
So no you didn't cause any problems and thanks for the concern.

[the_vague]

no problem :] thanks for being sweet.

dinner and a blowjob

[poetic_fire]

17 dollars is a lot of money when you don't have a job, that's all i was saying, not that i even care, because i still spent the money, i wouldn't have suggested going out if i didn't want to buy dinner, anyways... and if time is taken to check up on my recent activities, why not take the time and read the other like 40 or 50 entries spanning the last year or so of my life, because there is quite a bit of revealing information on here.... has anybody ever seen last house on the left? not that it has anything to do with this or anything else on here, other than the fact that i just got done watching that movie with brandon.... most.disturbing.film.ever. i love it