Dear God ( Read more... )

trying to have a stronger and better connection and relationship with god and myself. A stronger faith and a better life. On the other hand... i'm happy its almost fall ( Read more... )

I keep telling myself time and time again that things will get better.. that things will change. but it doesn't. it never ceases to fail. the only thing good i'll find and someone will come along and ruin it for me once more. its a never ending cycle. and for what? mark my words i'm eventually going to leave by myself and never come back.

liferuiner ruled last night. asgr tonight? maybe

searching for someone/anyone real. my hearts gold. i'm just waiting for someone to give me that change to get to know me. sometimes i feel like i can never win.. but im trying to keep my head up.

a little scared.. this is the first time i've actually really liked someone in a while. and im scared that things will fail. i'm scared he'll hear rumors from john or jess and judge me on them and not talk to me. i'm scared he wont accept me and judge me before he gets to know me. I hate having to start over. i worry myself too much. i just feel ( Read more... )

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new crush. He doesnt go to hardcore shows, he doesnt have a million friends, he has a normal job, and goes to school and i like it. and I really really like him. I really hope things go well because hes the first guy ive actually had feelings for since febuary ( Read more... )

I miss you so much robbie patrick garland. Please come home. Please just hold me one more night and kiss me. I'm not very good at saying goodbye. I'm not very good at thinking clear with you across the world. Please just come home for one more night so i can finally get some decent sleep. Please believe me when I say I'll never hurt you. I can't ( Read more... )

well todays the day that will change my life.

i'm getting stationed somewhere really fucking stupid like missouri. i just know it.