wow its been a while since ive even come to my profile, im not sure why, i guess its just ive been far too busy. im currently in college, everett community now, and im looking for a job. my interests are more or less the same, however, my personallity has changed wether or not id like to admit it ( Read more... )

well, i hung out with lauren all day, that was really fun. we talked most of the day and then we headed back to her place cause she had to be back by a certain time. well i helped her move a new bed to her house, and i ate snacks, very good snacks mind you (gotta love the little smokeys ^^). well anyways, lets just say things were interesting... i ( Read more... )

well, today i hung out with jason and got three new anime dvds ^^. i got both of the darkstalkers ovas, and i got this one movie that takes place in the fudal era of japan called kai doh maru. well jason mentioned somthing about this one girl named lauren that he was talking to over myspace and somehow i came up and she said that she thought i was ( Read more... )

i wrote this poem tonight for one of my friends, i wont say who. i know it isnt in perfect tanka form but i like it all the same. i even impressed myself, heh ( Read more... )

interesting little quiz that shoehedgie gave me the link to, so here it is for you guys to try it out... if anyone reads my journal that is (besides you shoe ( Read more... )

duped... totally and utterly duped. that whole conversation that i had with 'him' last night was nothing but a way to get a cheap thrill by playing with my emotions. its dishonorable and childish, and 'he' needs to be delt with... i just hope it is not my hand that he shall be delt by. a fool will play a fools game, and the fools game will make ( Read more... )

well it figures that a good day would close out with a bad end. i started talking to her over messenger and she had her boyfriend over, i shall reffer to him as 'he' here on out. well he and I had a little chat and he got out everything that he wanted to i think, but im not sure. appearantly when i compliment her im hitting on her *sigh*. well he ( Read more... )

well today kinda sucked. i woke up and went to work and confused alot because of some orders i was given, that and we were on high most of the time i worked. when i got home i packed up and talked to a few poeple then headed off to my friend chris's house. we got tacos and energy drinks ^^. then some things happen and now im banned from going over ( Read more... )

well today was interesting, depressing yet interesting. kity and I talked over messenger even though she said she wouldnt be communicating with me on the computer anymore. i think its just cause school ended and she cant do it in real life, plus when i call it says that her number doesnt exist *rolls eyes*. well i added a new friend on here, weve ( Read more... )

wow, its been a really long time since ive used this, usually i just use my myspace account or my word doc journal. my myspace username is herutsu if your wondering, so there ya go. but anyways, there are alot of things wrong in my life right now, well not really wrong, just emotionally pressing. lets see now, the end of the year is coming up, and ( Read more... )