Comments | poetic_solitude: "These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real."

poetic_solitude

"These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real."

Dec 12, 2004 00:35

I've realized that I've been holding an ashamed secret deep down inside of me for all of these years. All of my adolescent years, I've had this obscure way of keeping it all to myself without even noticing it. I'm just too disappointed in myself to finally admit it out into the open. And I am terribly crushed ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 11 2004, 23:22:25 UTC

Amy,

If you need to talk, I'm here for you. I won't judge you or make you feel bad about yourself, I want you to know that you can be comfortable talking to me. I'll listen. I hope you're okay. I'll pray for you.

Love,
Janae

poetic_solitude December 12 2004, 08:34:53 UTC

Janae,

I know that you're here for me and you'll listen. And I know that you won't make me feel bad about myself because you're such a good friend as well as person. But something in the back of my mind is telling me that you will judge me, because that's what people do. They do it habitually. And it's not anyone's fault. It's instinct.

But.. thank you.

<33 amy

anonymous December 12 2004, 12:33:20 UTC

Cute icon.

Amy,

I think I know what it is, but I'd rather not say just in case I'm wrong. And I won't judge you. It's not my place to judge you. I just want to be there for you and listen. If it is what I'm thinking, then I want you to know that I've been through it too and I can relate. If you still don't feel comfortable telling me, then I can't force you to. I just hope you do talk to someone. It's not healthy to keep things inside. You're obviously hurt and I think you need to talk to someone. I hope things get better.

Love,
Janae

throwthatpunch December 12 2004, 00:06:27 UTC

♥

poetic_solitude December 12 2004, 08:36:50 UTC

I get a heart? Yay.

♥

You get one too.

dyingpassion December 13 2004, 04:32:14 UTC

Hey Amy,

If you want to talk to me you always can, and also it might be a bit easier since we only talk over livejournal and I live in Canada, so in a whole other country. But also I understand completely why you are hesitant from your response to your friend Janae. But if you ever feel/need to tell someone. I'll always be here to listen.

Oops forgot. dyingpassion December 13 2004, 04:32:46 UTC

Lots of love.

<33 Sam.

Re: Oops forgot. poetic_solitude December 13 2004, 05:05:47 UTC

Sam,

Thanks so much for letting me know that I can be able to talk to you. I really appreciate it. I want you to know that you can always talk to me as well.

Lots of love to you too!
<33 amy

cagedreamer December 16 2004, 07:14:49 UTC

Hey Amy, sorry I haven't commented in so long!!!! But, I hope everything works out for you!!!! Love ya!!
<3 Sonya

poetic_solitude December 16 2004, 17:08:23 UTC

Thank ya, Sonya.

<33 amy