"I've been searching deep down in my soul, words that I'm hearing are starting to get old."

[poetic_solitude]

Wow, I've been so busy lately that I'm even lucky enough to have time to be on the computer. I'm not used to all this hastiness

Comments

[anonymous]

I'm sorry about your Monday shift Amy, but wow, it's so sweet how your customers tried to comfort you. They knew how hard you were trying, and it's true, everyone has struggles with their first job because it's something new. Once you get the hang of things, you're going to be zipping through your work and it's going to be great. I'll pray for you. And think of it this way, the more that you learn about your job, the quicker that trainer will GO AWAY! ;oD

Please don't let this situation with Jon stress you out. You don't need that. Just go with the flow. See what happens as you get to know him better. Your feelings might change. This may be just the cause of you already being stressed out. Don't worry, you'll figure things out. Relax. ;o)
<3 Janae

[poetic_solitude]

Yeah, it was really nice of the shoppers. I appreciated it. I just hope I catch on a little quicker to everything.

I hope I do figure things out. But it's like it just seems to be getting worse with me and Jon. I just got back from hanging out with him tonight and I just don't feel much of anything. But oh well, I'm just going to wait a while and see how everything goes.

Thanks for commenting, Janae!

<33 amy

[throwthatpunch]

aaawwhh!!!
/petpet
you should have bashed your trainers face into the screen
then been like, SUCK IT!

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[poetic_solitude]

lol! Yeah, really. That would've felt good. ;o)

<33 amy

[____desolate]

Amyyyyyyy! =)
Aww, sorry your first job was a mess, but I'm sure it will get better =) I mean you just started, your trainer's being a loser :P haha. Don't worry, I'm sure things will get better as you get more used to it.
Maybe you just need more time to get to know him? Don't be stressed! Maybe that's also causing you to be a bit confused, stress sucks. Just be relaxed!!! I'm sure you'll be fine, I think you just need more time =)

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[poetic_solitude]

Sonya! Thanks for commenting. It's much better working there now. I decided to just be a bagger and buggy-pusher person instead lol. It's definitely less stressful and a lot more convenient for me.

Actually, I think that's the problem lol. At first, I thought I liked him because I didn't know him that well and I guess I liked the mysterious part of him. But then.. I got to know him and.. eh, I don't know. It's confusing.

<33 amy

[____desolate]

=) That definitely seems like a better job. I'd be too nervous around people lol :P =)
Aww, lol. Don't worry. I guess these thigns take time =) Don't stress, that's an order :P =)

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