I wrote a big long entry and of course when I tried to post it it got deleted, so here's a shortened version since I'm not writing it all out again ( Read more... )

sooo.... we're actually moving backwards, did you know that? I shouldn't watch the news anymore, it makes me so angry I can't see straight. First issue to be addressed: For the first time in a decade, this year the number of starving people in the world is actually going up. Almost entirely due to war and political instability ( Read more... )

hahahahahahahahahahahaha did I say three days? I meant three hours. sometimes I even amaze myself.

isn't it awesome how some people can make you feel better just by being there ( Read more... )

Three dogs, one of them a yappy little miniature australian shepard.

Five children. All of them louder than the yappy little miniature australian shepard.

four adults, two of which are still angry with me over the report card fiasco.

For the love of god someone get me out of this hell hole of a house. PLEASE!

I'm begging you. whoever is reading ( Read more... )

my ideal place, excluding logic and practicality. Large sandy dry cave like those at Gabriola only much bigger. Shelves cut in for books and whatnot. sleeping mat and blankets. curtain or something to keep out the wind. Something upon which to make a fire. A cat. Small garden around back of the cave, for the basic vedgetables plus some bushes ( Read more... )

I'm rereading an old journal.(a real one, made of paper) my my was I ever a delusional small child. I include whole chapters about separate lives as a spy, or a princess, or both, or living on a farm, or in a different world all together. At some spots I think I really do begin to believe my own mind. Thats rather a scary thought. I tend (lately, ( Read more... )

soo... sitting in the library bored as all hell. My computer at home has given up the ghost so if you need to get hold of me you'll have to figure out how to use a telephone. there is a very small purple blotch of paint on the side of the computer next to me. it looks like a cow. why does the R&B band turn all the normally nice vocalists into ( Read more... )

right, well first of all, happy birthday pretty girl ( Read more... )

I had a moment today. a moment where order was restored to the world. I reallised I am very small and virtually no one in the world knows who I am, and the universe is very big and works in eons not in days or even years. somehow, it was all very reassuring. I am very very happy. I love those around me, or I hate them, but either way I can start ( Read more... )