excerpt from a letter to a friend ( Read more... )

we listen to records turned up real loud and drink pbr in the kitchen. once, s. told me that i don't laugh very often, so suddenly i find myself laughing more when he's around. we listen to defiance, ohio and why? and i stir up lemon chocolate chip cake batter in a red mixing bowl. the summer ended and now i'm trying to hold onto the people i met ( Read more... )

in thirty minutes, i'll start my vacation, ten days off, motherfuckers. i win ( Read more... )

there are days when i come home from work and i just feel this heaviness... sitting in the courtyard, you can see everything she carries with her, all that baggage, in the way she moves her face, the shapes it becomes and everything she says makes her look angry, even her smile, even when she says "thank you"... kidnapping, rape, abuse, escape, ( Read more... )

Dylan plays on a stage by himself for once. It makes him look smaller, holding his acoustic agsinst his torso, his figure framed by blown up celebrity mug shots. Bob Dylan. David Bowie. Dylan says "the next song is about someone that died for reasons I won't go into" and the people sitting at the bar shout and groan at the basketball game playing ( Read more... )

i know that summer time and all the adventures it brings is so close but today, with the gray and the cold, it feels awfully far away. at night in bed, metro and whisper about big summer plans, about wine and cheese on the beach, about visiting rhymi in seattle and getting lost some more... i have high expectations for adventures. i want to bbq ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a real long time ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like my months are reduced to lists of things that happened that I write in my journal, mixed with random thoughts ( Read more... )

1. wanna pour out this heart/wanna get up on this stage/and my lips become percussion/and my fists become the rage (Mayday by Flobots-Kim West ( Read more... )

its still dry enough out to kick the leaves while i'm walking, which makes me feel like a little kid. i just love that sound ( Read more... )