So yesterday was my birthday. Most of you already know that.

Anyway, I spent yesterday with my brother Brent and fiance Shy. We started off at a local mexican restaurant where I was forced to where a sombrero and listen to two versions of happy birthday. I was also renamed Panchito. Brent is still Papichon.

We went from there (I was already pretty ( Read more... )

I just don't understand what I did. One minute everything is great, and the next I'm the world's biggest asshole. I honestly don't know what I did, but apparently it was bad. I just can't see why she's stay with me if I'm really all that bad.

I guess I was born to be broken-hearted.

I've been stressing so much these last couple of days, that I thought I was going to break down. Trying to figure out who to call, what to do, how/who to con. I realized a couple days ago that my GI Bill wasn't going to pay me for a full month. I was only going to get half credit for 10 days and then full credit for 8 or 9 days. That means I'm not ( Read more... )

Tonight Mandy called and asked me to go to this karaoke bar with her. I said yeah, and as I was getting ready to come and get her, I kept getting the feeling that I was going to see Kim. I've been having a lot of dreams lately about running into her there.

So we get there, and I hear this laugh. I know this laugh. I look in the direction of this ( Read more... )

So I finally finished American Gods this morning. FUCKING AMAZING!! Kristin, you weren't lying when you said that it was the PERFECT book for me. I want to say that it is the best book I've ever read, but I say that at the end of all books that I read, except Life After God. That book was good until the end. I hated it's ending ( Read more... )

Only 16 days until I move. I can't fucking wait ( Read more... )

I should be shot for my actions last night. I went to an amazing party, had an amazing time, blacked out I was so drunk(as did my sister)and came to driving the wrong fucking way down 285!!!! How in the fuck did I get behind the Goddamned wheel?!?!?!?! I put my sister and countless other peoples lives at risk. It was fucking stupid ( Read more... )

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I'm moving to Puerto Rico on either May 28th, or July 16th. My brother Brent has decided to come with me. Even got an apartment picked out. They're finishing it up now. I can't remember if Shy said it'd been bought and was being renovated, or if it's a new complex that's being built. I really don't care if it's a fridge box, I'm MOVING!!!!!

:)

As if I couldn't feel any weirder...

I've spent the better part of my life(if you can call it better), basically emotionless. My emotions pretty much consisted of suicidal and homicidal. Then I met Kim and gained a new one. Love. After she and I split up, I went with some friends to the CoEx Mall to get my mind off of her, and felt like I was going ( Read more... )