I have a job interview today finalllyyyy. yesss! hah i really hope i get the job. It's at Great Expectations, which is a phone dating service if you didn't know.haha it would be greattt.

I seriously have no life lately ( Read more... )

myspace is lame and not working.

Im beginning to feel that maybe im a complete outsider and different from virtually everyone. I dont mean that in a depressing way at all, It just feels like I have all these deep meaningful thoughts and feelings about life and everything in it and no one else thinks that deeply about things or reflects on things as much as I do. Like maybe ( Read more... )

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I wish i wouldn't continuously have so much doubt in myself.
I wish I could read minds, or at least decipher the truth from the lies in the words people say.
I wish I could feel complete contentment again.

Things need to change.
I'm ready to take back control of my life.
Hopefully its not too late.
Hopefully I'm able to.

"Hey you, are you ( Read more... )

i may be over him
i may be ready to move on
but i'd be lying if I said I didnt miss him...miss the feeling...miss us

"If I could I would do all of this again ( Read more... )

the words that lay tangled on my tongue

will be lost without your knowledge

furtively hidden far from your ear

guarded by my many layers of doubt and confusion

I stand utterly incapable of sorting through the mess

of emotions I never knew I could have possibly possessed.

hmm i wonder when i wrote that.... i found it crumpled up under my bed...

I want to sing a song ( Read more... )

"on the rooftop late at night
writing songs about my life
praying day will break before I close my eyes
I wish I had a little more to miss
than friends that don't exist "
~terminal