They turned off all the lights in the pool
and we all swam in darkness
I felt like I had blacked out
drowning in the pool.

Friday ( Read more... )

This house is cold ( Read more... )

I really don't like feeling this way. It's almost like a lonesome feeling. Morgan just called me, she has her High states tomorrow and I hope she does amazing like she reallly is. Master Kate won the diving today and she is incredible ( Read more... )

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I made it to states in my 100 breastroke.

Today was all right, until after practice. My dad had no idea that my districts were indeed tomorrow. So when he found out that my districts were tomorrow, the devil was unleashed. I absolutely hate it when he screams at me, say "FUCCKKK" while spitting on me. Asshole ( Read more... )

I'm frightened that things may get worse. I seriously hope not.

Districts were today,and out of my four events I got:
3rd in IM
3rd in 200 FREE RELAY
3rd and 100 breastroke.

I was expecting to do a lot better, but then again I'm tappering for YMCA districts.

Today felt absolutely amazing the second Morgan came onto the pool. We screamed when we saw each other. She is the best. I wish her luck tomorrow in her ( Read more... )

Your teeth aren't perfectly aligned
clenching down on what pain you feel
Everything spills out of you
Showing no emotion and yet
I fall every time
For I am only a trophy wife...