Well I figured I would update because I haven't in a while. Anyways my birthday is in 12 days hmmmhmmm the thought of being 20 years old is just taunting me. I don't know why maybe it's just the fact that no more teenage years....Thats like an eye opener for me. It's like a big sign infront of my face saying "Welcome Charissa to Adulthood" I don't ( Read more... )

Today was a lot better than last night. Man last night was a tear fest for me it really was. But then I realized that Chris and I are so much better being friends than boyfriend girlfriend. Like today hanging out all day it was great and just joking around when we did the whole thing with friends with benefits we were really not talking as much and ( Read more... )

Well I talked to him..and as I thought nothing is going to happen. I think he and I are just better off being friends. We talk alot more than we were. Anyways I'm done here!!! I just wanted people to know what was what. And I'm fine no one worry..I'll be okay. No worries in my side So Ciao!!!

Hmm...this weekend I have thought about what exactly I want to say to my friend Ducky...though scared out of my mind..because there is always that look of "you nuts" or the usual answer I usually get "we can't...it just can't happen" which he has said before...but we kiss and all that shit..like I just don't understand this boy at all. When we are ( Read more... )

Not really sure on why I put that post from before the depressing one..Maybe I am depressed who knows but I guess I just needed to let people know what was up. Anyways I'm not really in the mood to update today. Just wanted to say what that other entry was about...there really isn't any explanation..to be honest..WHO knows...Any who I'm tired and ( Read more... )

Not really sure on what I should write here...I'm just feeling really blank and confused, and feeling sick!! All the time I feel like just crying all the time and I don't have quite a clue on why!!! I just things aren't going the way I would like them too. Though this is life and I can't do anything about it, life will always be hard and nothing ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to think anymore. I guess the reason I'm feeling this way is because well.... 1. I like this kid named Chris but I call him Ducky but I don't know what it is I'm nervous around him now. Which I have never felt this way before about anyone to be quite honest. He told me he likes me too, but the only problem is that he is ( Read more... )

Well I'm sum it up for you guys well I was home last weekend for spring break and the last couple of days I went to my best friends house DANI!! who I haven't seen in like a billion years!!. Anyways I slept over there on friday and then on Saturday Dani and I went took a cab back over to Valley Stream to catch a train to Long Beach which was ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to really talk about. Just wanted to come on here. Just to say I suppose I'm doing allright and I'll be home soon. I can't wait to see my sister!!! WOO HOO!! Anyways just wanted to say that. Talk to everyone later. BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE

Life is just wonderful and great wooooooooo and weeeeeee. Yes I know you all must think I'm on crack or something....or just nuts for that matter. Anyways well this wonderful day I was sleeping half of it. Ha was up until 9 this morning doing work and shit and then went to sleep. I didn't wake up until 5 in the afternoon HAHAHAHA. I think it is ( Read more... )