Questions fog my thought

Every time I think about it, it eats away at my heart.

Why don’t I just have the courage to tell you?

Everyday I search for the answer

I just need to get over my fears

I just need to get over myself

Just go for it

Take a chance

I always seem to be able to say the right things to people

When it comes down to it, I should ( Read more... )

This poem is to that "anonymous" commenter in the last entry(you know who you are). After talking to you I began to think, you made me realize a lot of things, and then I began to write, and this is everything that just came poring out of my fingertips:

She was a fairy tale queen

No older than fourteen

Going through life wearing her rose colored ( Read more... )

I think it's funny how all of my smiley things are either pissed off and angry or crying.

All I ever did was want to you

Was that such a crime?

Now here I am, with the tears streaming down my face

Hugging my knees

Not knowing what to do, I’m so confused

All because of you.

I’m just a girl.

How am I supposed to know what to do?

I do what I feel I know

Then again

I thought I knew you.

I was mistaken.

You’re a fake

A phony

A fraud

…

Yet I ( Read more... )

Why do I even bother?

Anytime I give my heart away to anyone it just gets viciously ripped to shreds again and again.

I don’t know why I even try anymore.

Heartbreak is supposed to be part of the experience, but what’s the point when you have nothing, yet feel everything?

I just want to be able to relate to everyone else.

So caught up in love like ( Read more... )

I don’t like being fucked around with.

Played.

Teased.

Tormented.

Before you, I was so lost.

Then you stepped into my life and shook everything up.

It was like one look at you, and I knew everything would be ok. You were different; you really made me believe that I was special. That you actually wanted to be with me.

Now though, I don’t know what ( Read more... )

Why do you always seem to invade my thoughts?

It’s as though every time I don’t think about you a second later you pop up in my head. It’s out of my control. For some reason I just can never get you off my mind.

If only you knew how much I long for you. Every time I see you I can’t focus on anything other than you. It’s a mystery to me. I just can ( Read more... )

Wow I just realized what a gay poem this was...I wrote it when I was going into 7th grade so oh well

Sometimes I ponder
That life is but a dream
A world of wonder
only to be ripped at the seams

and what if death was life?
we were sent on earth
to find our personal spice
and to learn to be our self

abut what if life were death?
we just laid in tomb
we never ( Read more... )

As I remove this make-up

Look closely at what you see

This is who I am

Truly, the real me

The eyes are a window to the soul

The eye shadow and mascara may deceive you

Replicating someone else

The glamorous ones, which I look up to

These gloss covered lips

Framing a false smile

It is truly an illusion

Or am I deeply in denial?

Stare closer, I ( Read more... )

If you saw this

What would you say?

Would you stare in dismay?

Or would you feel the same way?

If I had one wish

It would be a future with you

You don’t care, even if you knew

Or would you like me too?

Call it puppy love

Call it what you like

I think about you, not just at night

You hold my heart so protect it with all your might

Your cute ( Read more... )