Second best

That’s all I’ll ever be

Falling behind in the race

No one will ever want me

Never good enough

I could always try harder

It will never fix what I’ll never be

I’ll never be number one starter

You’ll see me after the others

I’ll never be the one people notice first

For as long as I can remember

I’m only the one everyone over looks

I ( Read more... )

Befriend me

Ditch me

Find someone new

Some one that will do

What you will too

Make me feel unwanted

Like I was never good enough

Did you ever like me?

A happy person is what you see

However that’s not the reality

Inside I feel empty

Hollow with thought

Down to the core

Like there’s nothing any more
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You’re transparent
I’ll never believe
I know what you’re trying to do
The eyes show what you hide
you deceive

I wrote this in 6th grade too:

When did it change?
It was all so sunny
Now its just rain
Making a cloud
Everything went quiet
before it was to loud
It was as if it was a riot
now there’s way to much peace
We were all tight
Now my life's up for lease
My smiles became frowns
Its just not what I expected
It began to bring me down
A new life I should have elected
It ( Read more... )

You violated my trust

You read what you weren’t meant to

I thought you knew this

Having it be private

Didn’t get through to you

I thought of all people

You understood this

You proved me wrong

How did I not see it?

How could it have been missed?

I changed the locks

You won’t ever get into it again

As hard as you try

You’ll never find out

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I’m on the verge of death

But no one will ever know

They’ll never suspect a thing

1...2...3 I’ve just taken my last breath

Isn’t there some way to die?

I need a way to escape

A way to get over it

This is my last time I ever try

This is a plea

I need help, will you try?

Believe me when I tell you

You can’t see what its like for me

This is my ( Read more... )

Once you see my face

You make my life a living hell

You make me seem like a mental case

Oh how my self-esteem has fell

I regret this life I live

Everyday I look into the face of hate

I'm just an innocent kid

I suppose this is just my fate

You always push me around

I do what you want without a fight

Instead of saying no I do it without a sound

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What I'd give for you to hold me again

To be in your arms

To know that I'm safe from all harm

To be be close with you again

What I'd give to be able to touch your skin

To lay my head on you and hear your heart beat

To feel the tingle down to my feet

To be one with you

What I'd give to have your shoulder to lend

to have you for advice

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What’s with him?

Trying to be who he’s not

Or is that really who he is?

It’s like all of a sudden the light in him went dim

What’s with me?

Happy one minute sad the next

Sitting there lazy and being depressed

He acts as though he can see it, but really can he?

What’s with us?

I want to ask but I cant seem to get the words out

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I wrote this baby in 6th grade:
Sticks and stones
will break my bones
but words will bruise my ego
Letters spell out hurt
it hurts more
than anything physical
They play with my emotions
My bones will mend
But my heart takes time
For it takes longer
for a heart to trust again.