Yea today Waynne took me out on a surprise date! He is so sweet! He kept where he was taking me a total secret from me and he brought me the most beautiful white roses when he picked me up!!! Which is most awesome cause he actually knew what flowers were my favorite and which color!!! He is the ONLY boyfriend I have EVER had that bought me flowers ( Read more... )

Ok so don't go reading to far into the subject line lol. But yes I do have a boyfriend, his name is Waynne. He is *gasp* a magician, lmao, I guess girls do go for guys like their fathers lol. He is also a fantastic musician..... he plays guitar, bass, and drums, he even learned how to play my all time favorite song (Unholy Confessions) just for me ( Read more... )

 So I called the neuro office last week, of course Dr Mejico was on conference, so I had to go to the eye clinic across the street and see this Dr that I saw over the summer in the hospital. So he looked in my eyes, saw that my nerves were swollen and there was edema and some papilledema, and then asked me a fucked up question..... he asked me if ( Read more... )

You know I really think that as much as I love the warm weather in general and being able to go outside, I think I am really starting to hate Spring.
    I am sick again, and should have probably gone to the neuro office during the week but I was so busy "working" that I didn't have time, and now I can't see out of my right eye. Which is gonna be ( Read more... )

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: Avenged Sevenfold (like there is any other band ;-) )
Are you male or female:: beast and the HARLOT (im not both peoples lol)
Describe yourself:: Shattered by Broken Dreams
How do some people feel about you:: Lips Of Deceit
How do you feel about yourself:: The Art of Subconscious ( Read more... )

Got out of the house again this weekend. Went to Coopers for Jen Cunninghams (manzer) B-day.... and watched her get sloshed, lmao good times good times. Ran into Kayla Lux *shudders* she was really smashed though and i'm not sure that she realizes that she started talking to me... lmao. I actually got the nerve to put my number in this guys phone ( Read more... )

And you would think that by talking to that person on AIM would at least resolve some issues..... no. Instead I get lame lines and mixed signals again. You know I just don't understand how guys think. How can you love me but still hurt me? Do I ask too much of them? I just wish that for once I could honestly say I don't care... but why bother with ( Read more... )

List 7 songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words or even if they're not any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to in absolute random order.

Funeral for a Friend- Red is the New ( Read more... )

yup so a few friends have come home (yay koala) and some have gone back to school.... :(    and some are just still well here... lol. me and my boyfriend are spending more time together now.... which is good, yes boyfriend, i do have one of those just i dont talk about him much cause i dont let him consume my life. his friend and him are helping me ( Read more... )

well... here's a quickie... was in ER monday night/ tuesday morning for an LP pressure was 39 normal is 12 so i'm sick again surprise surprise and on new meds. this is the last med change before shunt surgery. i come home to find crap up about a conversation that me and someone had and only part of it was true so i corrected them in the only way i ( Read more... )