i am living in your heart. my home is behind your eyes and you can't make me move.

(but really all i wanted to write was that i love you.)

so much is gone. still fading away ( Read more... )

stopstopstop.

please.

i don't need another boy. just you sweetheart. you never treated me like they do.

please say you love me. let truth fill me up again.

i hate when you put your hands on me and whisper nasty comments. you make me uncomfortable and i wish you would just leave me alone.

i hate feeling like an object.

i can't say how sorry i am for tonight.

this emptiness could never be filled by drunkness or drugs or cigarettes. it has always been reserved for you.

won't you come and fill me up again?

remind me what it felt like to breathe.

no one wants to hold me like you did.

no one wants to waste a second on my tears.

i need you here with me. you were always the one who cared.

there's no one left to turn to. i feel so fucking alone.

and i know all of you love me but tell me please what happens when i can't love myself?

i keep thinking about looking in your info and seeing the words i love you written there.

and thanking god a thousand times for bringing us together.

i am two inches from killing myself.

i can't handle this anymore.

i gave in.

and i shouldn't have done those things. i knew in my heart you wanted to get up and walk away.

i'm so sorry.