thank god for cameras and friendships and him.

it's all i have left to keep me alive.

i look around but i can't see anyone but you. it's all i care to see.

( blow me away )

i knew then that i loved you as your words collapsed into mine. page after page i read what you had written and i could feel my grasp on reality ebbing the longer we were apart. after so long searching, you found me. you led yourself to love and i could never have been more grateful of god for that ( Read more... )

these pills make me act like a stranger. drunkness leaves me unaware. and with each breath i lose a little more. time does not exist for me yet it seems so constant. over and over you walk out the door ( Read more... )

i was standing on my porch. in the place you kissed me two weeks ago. and i could have sworn i saw you with me. somewhere in the midst of the snow and rain, you stood there, holding my hand.

this is love. this is who we are. please don't let go. we have so much more to give.

( you were the last good thing i ever saw )

whatever the real meaning of this was never mattered. but one truth still exists: that you are and will be forever missed. your music lives on as well as your pale blue eyes and beautiful smile. and we will never forget you. rest in peace kurt. we love you.

i want today to be like it was then.

that day i cried into sleep. and woke to your see your face. i threw my arms around you, never once expecting to see you there.

i want to wake up today and see your smile.

dear god ( Read more... )

do you remember that night? it was cold outside but i was kept warm by the heat of your skin ( Read more... )