I have been gone for a long time... Gone from living a life that I should have... Consumed by the struggle to fit into a system...

I have forgotten how rain felt... How a tiny speck of sand looks like... How soft the sea breeze whispers...

Bakit ba ang drama ko today...

sucks when you are already at the climax of your excitement and then at the very end its not there... and you cant do anything about it...

id like to blast you to hell... tear you apart... or simply suck you out of existence...

blasted clouds blocking the solar eclipse!!!

what can i say... im back... not that most people have noticed ( Read more... )

thank you very much for making my stay here fun... here are my wishes though an i will bring them to the temples of ching chan soo, pei pa koa or kou kor you ( Read more... )

i once again may have to say goodbye to livejournal... stupid chinese are so paranoid about blogging that they have blocked these sites... ill keep in touch with you guys through ym or msn...

im at renaissance... keeping a singaporean friend company... met up with docjay and shoms for dinner... kinda sad that itll probably take another year till i see them again... oh well... who isnt depressed now... im sure if we had it our way, we would change certain aspects of our lives... i guess i cant complain ( Read more... )

i am again counting days till my departure... i cant understand why this time it feels sadder... perhaps the excitement of going to shanghai isnt there no more... perhaps seeing my friends again makes me want to stay...

but then the thought of what the hell i will be doing should i decide to stay here...

I was a bit overwhelemed seeing almost all the guys again... kckevin and vj picked me up from my pad and headed to hotrocks along libis for dinner with vj's frends ( Read more... )

life goes on ( Read more... )

ive stared at this freaking monitor more than itd take a girl to reach orgasm... it took me 12 months to have access to livejournal and yet it seems i have nothing to share... it seems as though i just woke up from a long slumber... i did miss everyone... it was a delight seeing familiar faces, hearing comforting voices, reminiscing lost times... ( Read more... )