im sick of stupid guys buggin the shit outta me. and what fuckin sucks even more is the fact that i cant even talk to anyone about it cuz i feel it makes me sound like o lil miss princess with guys askin her out what a bitch wtf is she complaining about rite? well fuck i mean i swear im single and u find out all ur friends that are guys suddenly ( Read more... )

so, i was thinkin back today, and i got the worst case of de ja vu, but it was kinda beneficial. i was drivin home from the Block after seein a movie w/ Kim, and it just totally reminded me of when i left the day i broke up w/ my first bf steven. it didnt make me sad, if u think thats where this is goin. just a memory, and then i started thinkin ( Read more... )

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yes... i have a myspace, but i dont write important things there... why? cuz too many ppl that dont need to see it can and do, but i still know most dont read them. so for the good stuff... the REAL stuff, i come here ( Read more... )

so, i know its late, i should be sleeping, but i cant. i just finished watchin Van Wilder... i love that movie, and i havent seen it in a while. whats more, i havent seen it while in this state of mind either. ryan reynolds is amazingly gorgeous by the way. its funny, cuz ive never felt attracted to something so fake before, but i so put myself ( Read more... )

ok, well aside from all that the rest of the week, before thursday has been bliss... hes been so awesome to me, so nice and sweet and loving. so everything that went down b4 he went camping, he really did listen, but i just dont know how to feel... it went from perfect, to needing to know whats really goin on.

its me. im the weakest link in my relationship. it looks bad. thats all i can say. it looks really bad. its gonna sound bad, but i gotta get it out. ive only talked to abe about it. he listens pretty well. i dunno... he says im tolerant, but thats the thing about talkin to ppl close to you... they're gonna be on ur side 90% of the time. and what if ( Read more... )

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am i over reacting? i mean, all the fuckin drama in my life, and i pick now to decide if im in love with having a bf or in love with garett. this is what i think. im in love with garett, but want more from him as a bf. things i dont think he can do. i mean hes a great guy, and i love him so much it rips my heart out to have these thoughts. its ( Read more... )