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Today's the day that
Today's the day I take my long time boyfriend to rehab. Today's the day that I spend more than 10+ days alone, without anyone to come home to hold me to. Today's the day I start to control the fact that I pay attention and love what's in front of me, and forget about what's temporarily absent. Today's the day we both take another step into this ( Read more... ) -
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Now you're just the weirdo who never goes out and hangs out with his pet rat all day.
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Remember,
Remember to work hard but not over work yourself. Remember you don't have to work a 9-5 to get by, remember you are creative enough to do more than that. To be more than that. Remember you are blessed, with presence, with talent, with a voice and a pen. And eyes that see the world only the way you can see it. Remember you can teach ( Read more... ) -
Some Nights I'm Not Here
Some nights i'm not here. I'm there, using your warmth, taking it in all for myself.
How i'm not supposed to be here makes me pull the sheets closer. If it's dark enough, no one will look.
Most nights I'm not there, and nights like that mean nothing at all.
If I drive fast enough, maybe I'll stumble at your door. You must be home, I know, I can ( Read more... ) -
Sleep
I hate you. I hate how you keep me up. You're the victim or it was an accident, but you'll never admit to your crime. I stay here out of fear and obligation. I'm not happy when I go to bed most nights, i fear you swinging the door open, i hide under the covers like a scared child. I know no good comes from late nights in this house. The devil ( Read more... ) -
Remember Undoing?
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A Holy Union
I thought it was time to go home ( Read more... ) -
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I’m lonely. The loneliness is palpable and poignant. I have it all, in the sense of green eyes shaded in brand name sunglasses.
This was placed here for yesterday, it was written ten years from now. I can't predict the future, but I pretend to-- and I deserve to be perfect cursive in an intellectual's twentieth notebook. -
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It's so sad how you'll keep me on a string. This poor thing. I know what you're doing and I don't want to stop it.
I know how you'll hurt me and as afraid as I am I don't care. She must have ran for now, and now I'll cover her bases yet again.
Or maybe she's not there yet, and I am the paperweight on these issues of Self-Hatred. All I want is ( Read more... )