I'm so sick of this. I've tried numerous times to make plans with Jen. Half the time she bails for something, and the other half she never responds to me. I've told her I want to fix things and stuff but it doesn't matter. All she cares about it seems is getting married. It honestly seems like she couldn't care less. I havent talked to her since ( Read more... )

I miss my best friend :(. I'm trying so hard to make things right again. I really have a hard time telling her exactly how I feel. We went through a really rocky time over the summer, but I'm trying to make it right again. I dunno. Maybe if I could actually open up and cry to her maybe it would make it better. It sucks, and I just want it to be the ( Read more... )

Today I went to the city with my aunt to get brides maid dresses for my cousins wedding. I met the other three girls and they seemed nice. I wish I wasn't so shy, I hope they dont think I'm antisocial or anything. The bachlorette party should be better though since there will probably be some drinks in me lol ( Read more... )

I finally have my laptop back! It feels so good ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dreams last night, and while I was taking a nap this afternoon. First, I dreamed that I was walking through a parking lot somewhere, it was in New York, but the landscape was very dessert-like. I walked past a green car, with a small dog laying on the hood of it. It had a name tag and someone in my dream urged me to call the ( Read more... )

Nick's moving out of his apartment and back in with his parents. He's happy cause he'll be saving money and I'm happy for him. I guess we're going back to him spending the night at my place lol ( Read more... )

I posted last week about how my brother's girlfriend ran away and her mom reported her as a runaway and she got taken by Port Authority security ( Read more... )

FIRST OF ALL - Nick ( Read more... )

I always mean to update this thing, and when I actually go to do it, I get frustrated and close the window. I really think I should start keeping a journal instead of letting all my feelings build up, especially since I'm incredibly stressed out ( Read more... )

I'm fucking going after this balls to the wall, or I'm gonna give up on everything.

I don't know which is worse.