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I really hate when you try to make plans with people and they just dont even bother texting you back or anything. Just say no if you dont want to or have other plans! I won't take it personally! Jeez ( Read more... ) -
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Hello Livejournal!! I am out of my depressive slump and I feel good. Some decisions have been made for me but I think they were for the best. So I'm happy. Plus Nick and I have been talking again. Taking things slow. I'm happy ( Read more... ) -
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I have no idea what is going on in my head right now. Seriously, if you asked me I honestly could not tell you.
I know exactly what I want. So why is this so difficult? I can't even explain myself here. I need a massage. Or something. foijweofijwoejf -
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I'm happy :). But I can't have my cake and eat it too. I'm going to screw up, I just know it. -
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I have hit rock bottom and idk what to do with myself. Last night was fucking terrible. Today was fucking terrible. I will never go to Mahoney's again, even though I love that place. Sucks ( Read more... ) -
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I really want to update but I have nothing to say. I was wasted last night and chain smoking cigarettes. Um, what? I don't even smoke. Last night was just wild. I heard stories about people and stories about me and saw things and it was just nuts ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know what is going on. Nick came barreling back into my life and shot me down. IDK. I feel like drinking myself into a coma. I thought when we talked on Saturday things were gonna be different. Every thing would work itself out. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm going to resort back to drinking heavily and spending half of what I make at ( Read more... ) -
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I'm finally seeing the opportunities that are awaiting for me in the future. I'll now be able to spend a semester or a year abroad and not worry about our (now nonexistant) relationship. I'll find a guy who loves me and won't break up with me every six months. I won't constantly be worried about when he's going to break up with me because its ( Read more... )