i want to be bonnie dillard.

GOAL:
STOP BEING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE

today i saw michael showhalter and my chest went pitter patter.
two days ago i saw colin farrell and he was wearing raver pants and a shirt with a dragon on it. i immediately thought of ellen's reaction.

Date: March 22, 2006 4:24:00 PM EST
Subject: hope has a place
Message:
i have seen and read your profile and i am interest
with you
i do hope someday i can meet you and we may
doing sex until the cock sing "kukuruyuk"
have you ever come to indonesia before? to bali
island?

thanks

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I THINK I HAVE FOUND MY SOUL MATE

i like chicago ALOT

i dont really want to leave.

its sunday. a day i've forever associated with this feeling. or rather, the culmination of this feeling ( Read more... )

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this is a lot harder than i thought it would be.

i miss the center.

he makes me so happy
a happy that i dont think ive ever really known.
the kind where i like myself alot.
and im almost a little over feeling guilty about it.

im in too deep, huh?

i just keep going.
when i REALLY should stop, turn around and walk the other way.

i miss my bed.
and familiar life.

i almost want to let you do this to me.

i've lost. (it).