i feel very exposed. (metaphorically)
but i held my ground.
and i think he might still like me despite.....

and it's 5:20am
and ive gone through everything i have to do in the next two days and sleep doesn't factor in until friday at about 8pm.

i love you teresa.
love
love love
love love
love love love love love.

so far. so good?

i dont want this to go away.

but im afraid that im going to do it again.

and this one means so much more.

the past week has been one of the best.
parties. nyu's. mtv's. just loving everything.

what i tend to do is act on what they say.

nyu doesnt like me.
comida supposedly does.
and dan just made things REALLY complicated.

and now its morning and
the name to my right side is sill missing letters.

soooooooo nyu tricked me into liking him,
and now
i think i like him more than he likes me.
and im waaaaaaaaay more obvious.

eff

and payal did this to me. and i have a 10 am class.
that im not going to wake up for.

and i might have sent nate a text message and i dont remember,
shiiiiiiiiiiit

and jacque is my inspiration for life.

summertime is running. sprinting. it kinda makes me feel sick to my stomach. come back ( Read more... )

THE NEW DEATH CAB IS AMAZING.

it's back
and all too familiar.

i think about three too much,
(JDP)

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last night was something i needed.
and it's 72 degrees outside.
and i might be in love with life a little bit right now.