i'm going away for a while. I need to clear my head get my life back on track. I can't deal with this pain to much longer, so i guess i just need to drown my sorrows in my own thinking, and being away from anyone and everything. i don't know when i will be back or not this might take a while. I'm in pieces and i just need to get my life back on ( Read more... )

i give up on life
i give up on everything.
i'm gone forever!

when i think i'm fine i'm not. i seriously hate this feeling, i don't like being fine then BOOM it fucking hits you again. All i want to do is sleep but i can't, all i want is for him to lay next to me and hold me and tell me that everything will be okay, and i will get better in days time. I want to have the friends i used to have, i want to ( Read more... )

i'm dead, goodbye

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( i have the cutest boyfriend in the world )

Friday- I went to work till ten, and then i went with Bird, L-Money, Haili, and Corey to IHOP it was pretty cool until some stuff went down, and we left there and went to this party off of Brightside it was neat saw the planning fallacy guys and a shit load of other people there. I had a good time except for a few things, but i am not going to get ( Read more... )

shawn and i make a month today.

i officially love shawn. he is the best guy ever. i just love hanging out with him and just gofing off. he is soo freakin caring too i love it. I hung out with him this weekend again and again it was fucking awesome. I love him and everyone at the darkroom. I just love being there its fucking amazing.<3. I am soo freakin lucky to have him ( Read more... )

I
LOVE
YOU
JENNUH
MAREE!!!!

you are my B fucking FF!!!!

FOREVER. PUMPKIN BEAR AND KANGAROO!!!!