my mind is going insane.
my whole body hurts everyday.
i sleep good. but it doesn't feel like it's enough.
all i want to do is isolate myself
and wear my jammys and a hoodies everyday. allday.

i seriously think this is the worse depression stage ive been in.
and it isn't getting any better.

help?

that is it ( Read more... )

next adventure i pay for michael.
want to shoot for this weekend?.
drinking halo!
i have a plan for sunday if you are up for it.

my whole life is gone in just a matter of a few seconds. all i want to do is cry. it's upsetting. i don't know what to do. it's not fair. i have to start over new with the new things i have. :[ i want my old stuff back i want my damn life back. now that i've lost all of that it just makes everything with me so much worse. i hate feeling so down ( Read more... )

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i love evrything but my damn neck.
i love my life.
i love my friends.
everything is perfect.
just pure perfection.
i mean it this time.
<3

full of smiles and laughter.
this is all i need.
and i have it.

bahhumbug

please girls amuse me more ( Read more... )

today is my birthday