This is the moment that you know
The you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silver Lake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
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Leave me your name and ( Read more... )

songs I never get bored of:

death cab for cutie; chamagne from a paper cup
sugarcult; counting stars
modest mouse; world at large
the postal service; such great heights
the postal service; nothing better
oasis; wonderwall
goo goo dolls; iris

... Songs I've never ever doubted listening to.

I'm done, okay?

No more writing in here, none anymore.

Ok?

best feeling in the world.

when did I get so out of control, so dark, unsmiling?

I realize now that I've changed immensely this entire, wishywashy, strange, awkward kind of the year. High School, especially your first year they say, is the year you find your true friends, your true place, true. truth became a huge and drawn out thing this year for me, and I want to embrace ( Read more... )

"Here the road turned to the left and became dirt. I proceeded along the lower end of the playing fields, and under the pale night glow the playing fields swept away from me in slight frosty undulations which bespoke meanings upon meanings, levels of reality I had never suspected before, a kind of thronging and epic grandeur which my superficial ( Read more... )

I don't know. Just wanted to fill space.

But seriously.  I miss

kirsten

rita

kate

michele

ben

lindy

holly

jessica

nate

roxy

katie

sam

hayley

zack

taylor

sam

mike

nicole

hilary

there's more, but I just miss everyone.

Even though I'm surrounded by people, I feel a bit isolated. I don't know. Grounding is a big asset to this feeling, but I think it's ( Read more... )

Do you ever get tired of listening to your own voice?

You never get to step away from yourself. Stuck. Captive in a figure you're never going to leave until things are finished here. Not to sound melodramatic. Yeah, I do sound it, but there's times when things really dawn on me. Who really understands things until they experience it firsthand?

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I hate sleep. I sleep fine. I'm no insomniac. At least, not anymore. But I still hate sleep and wish it wasn't vital.

I feel like I miss out.